Every time we take a walk on the beach, it looks different. The wind, the waves, every thing makes an impression. Everything has an impact, big or small. But in the end, it’s still just sand.

And so as we live our lives, each day we also are different. Everything big or small has an impact on us. But in the end, we are still just who we are.

No one, other than ourselves, really truly knows us. Some know more than others. Some think they know more then they really do. 

Seriously, can you think of any one person who if you were no longer here, could truly tell us everything about the real you? The answer is no. We all have layers upon layers of thoughts & feelings. Some evolve, some change, some remain. We have feelings that lie dormant until triggered by a memory, an experience…or an emotion. There are those thoughts & feelings we share….and those we keep to ourselves. I’m a complex person. Even I do not understand fully who I am. I’m an artist with my own unique style & genre, mostly women. I’m an author who enjoys writing erotic stories, many are from personal experiences.

I suppose it’s fair to say both are a reflection of who I am? To what degree I do not know.

More Random Thoughts

I vividly remember being abducted by extraterrestrials around the age of 12. It had a profound affect on me. Of course, no one believed me. Never the less, I wish I understood why?
I loved both of my wonderful parents. They were kind, good people. Their love was unconditional. We always felt loved & safe. But I resent that they never sat me down and tried to help me understand the complexities of adult life. I’ve made so many mistakes, trying to figure it out on my own.
In spite of everything, I’m more successful than most. I have been lucky financially and have never really struggled. I am very thankful for that.
I am a spritual person, choosing to believe we must be a part of something bigger that is too complex to fully understand. I scoff at those who thank God or Jesus for everything. What is God? Who was the person everyone calls Jesus?

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